concept synthesis

What an I trying to do with all these various parts? It seems that my concept is taking bits and pieces and assembling them like a mosaic: pieces of ideas, pieces of dreams, pieces of places and myself that have been buried. It's a bit lit an archaeological dig but I'm trying to let go of outcome and discover whatever is disclosed--I don't need to prove anything or sell myself anymore, and that is liberating. I'm happy building my dwellings, and some day, might actually inhabit them.